I haven’t really posted anything for the past week, because I was having a rough week and I wasn’t feeling very inspired. But that lonely week did inspire me to start a new project which I will probably post really soon, so please be on the look out for that! I hope you like it and are able to contribute.
I chose this picture for Weekly Wishes, simply because I miss Mark (and him playing basketball. Can you find him in this picture? Air hugs if you do!). He hasn’t had internet for the past three days, so we haven’t been able to talk. It’s be SOOOO HARD, since this is probably the longest we’ve ever gone without talking to each other. I have so much to tell him, so I hope he gets his internet back soon!
Now onto my goals. Last week, my goals were to read more and go to bed earlier. I was kind of successful with reading more… I didn’t get to translating my Japanese books, but I did start Guns, Germs, and Steel and it’s definitely a book for me. I love the topic because it deals with people and how societies were formed and how differences arose. I have a horrible attention span though and start reading right before I sleep, so I barely read anything. I definitely need to fix that or I will never finish the book. And going to bed earlier? I didn’t have to try very hard on this because work is making me so tired! Teaching five classes a day to elementary school kids is sooo tiring. I think it’s even more tiring that I have to make an effort to talk very slowly. I feel myself slowly losing energy when I do so. It’s only 10pm here, but my eyes are slowly closing. Need to get through this post… haha!
So what is my goal for this week? Be happy and be positive. I was having a tough weekend and you’ll read more about it once I start my project, but I had never felt so lonely and sad. I had so many negative thoughts that I really didn’t want to think, but they overpowered me. Nothing anyone said made me feel better. I want to try my absolute hardest to have a happy and positive week/weekend and go back to the person I usually am. I have to immerse myself with positive thoughts, readings, and conversations. I would like to make a positivity wall, but I will have to hold off on that until next week since I’m traveling all weekend. That’s a new project I would love to start and finish! If you have ideas of what I can do, let me know! I’m totally open for suggestions :)
What are your goals for this week? I hope you all have a great and productive week!